Tako radi se ukvarjamo s tem, kaj bo jutri, pa kje si \u017eelimo biti \u010dez pet, deset let. Zakaj se ne ukvarjamo s tem, kje smo ta trenutek in \u010de smo ta trenutek ok? Ker \u010de pomisli\u0161, kako ta trenutek hitro mine. Puf, ga \u017ee ni ve\u010d. In jaz vlagam tone energije v trenutke, ki so nekje v prihodnosti in se verjetno sploh ne bodo zgodili.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Do tega, trenutka, sem rabila celo \u017eivljenje. \u010ce preletim nazaj svoja \u017eivljenjska obdobja sem bila verjetno \u0161e najbolj v trenutku kot otrok. Vmes se mi je zgodilo \u017eivljenje, s katerim sem se precej borila, vendar pa me je le to privedlo nazaj, nazaj do tega, da sem se ponovno za\u010dela zavedati trenutka tukaj in zdaj.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kako se ga zavedam, trenutka? Sedaj sem \u017ee na\u0161tudirala svoje telesne in miselne procese, da se vsake tolikokrat vpra\u0161am, “Kje si?”. Nau\u010dila sem se tudi, da se v trenutek tukaj in zdaj prijazno povabim in ne bentim, kako sem spet odplavala z mislimi na drug konec oble ali pa v neko drugo \u010dasovno dimenzijo. Seveda mi to uspe v\u010dasih ve\u010dkrat na dan, drugi\u010d nekajkrat na teden ali pa celo mesec. Vse je odvisno od mene.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Trenutek \u017eivljenja, \u017eivljenja, ki se ga poleg vsega zavedam. V\u010dasih so ti trenutki veseli, v\u010dasih bole\u010di, \u017ealostni, lahko pa tudi nevtralni. Vsi so \u010dudoviti, ko jih enkrat sprejmem, da so del mene. Da ne be\u017eim od njih. Da pustim veselju u\u017eivati in bole\u010dini izzveneti. Da so tukaj zdaj v tem trenutku z menoj, da jih ne odrivam pro\u010d in pometam pod preprogo, ampak da jih od\u017eivim, ob\u010dutim v tem trenutku. Tukaj. Zdaj.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ko primerjam sebe nekaj let nazaj in sebe danes, me je bilo ravno tega strah. Ob\u010dutiti svoja \u010dustva. \u017divela sem v neki iluziji, ki sem si jo ustvarila, ki jo je ustvarjal moj um in sem jo prodajala tudi drugim. To sem jaz, mo\u010dna, ne jo\u010dem, poglejte me, kaj vse zmorem sama. V resnici pa si nisem verjela, da sem to res jaz. V resnici sem v sebi nosila in \u0161e vedno nosim veliko bole\u010dine, za katero si v svojem \u017eivljenju nisem dovolila najti trenutka, da bi jo za\u010dutila in izpustila.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ob misli, da je trenutek v resnici vse kar imamo, me ve\u010dkrat kar spreleti. Ta trenutek, je vse kar imam. Ta trenutek, je vse kar imam in ta trenutek dolo\u010da kak\u0161no je moje \u017eivljenje. To zavedanje je spremenilo moj pogled na \u017eivljenje. Obrnilo ga je za xy stopinj. Ta trenutek tukaj in zdaj je vse kar imam. In kako ga \u017eivim? Z mislimi, ki plavajo v prihodnosti ali pogrevajo preteklost ali ga do\u017eivljam zdaj takega kot je?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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