{"id":63,"date":"2024-02-10T11:09:00","date_gmt":"2024-02-10T10:09:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/rozmanbarbara.wordpress.com\/?p=28"},"modified":"2024-02-10T11:09:00","modified_gmt":"2024-02-10T10:09:00","slug":"sobota-10-februar-2024","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/barbarineiskrice.si\/en\/2024\/02\/10\/sobota-10-februar-2024\/","title":{"rendered":"sobota, 10. februar 2024"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Danes sem bila na sprehodu. Opazovala sem naravo in sebe. Sprehajala sem se po polju za samostanom. \u017de zjutraj so mojo pozornost prevzeli mimoido\u010di vlaki. Tudi tokrat sem samo stopila izza obzidja in sem v daljavi \u017ee spremljala nov vlak, ki se je odpeljal po tirih, v svet. Med sprehodom sem opazovala ptice. Najprej me je preletela sraka, na elektri\u010dnem drogu ob poti je po\u010divala in svet pod seboj opazovala postovka, na polju pa so se preganjale vrane in sprehajale sive \u010daplje. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mojo pozornost je pritegnila jata glasnih vran. Ustavila sem se sredi polja in jih opazovala. V mojo bistroumno glavo se je prikradla misel: &#8220;ko opazujem naravo, samo sem. Samo sem, del nje.&#8221; Kot v eni od zgodb, ki smo jih danes prebirali, so tudi vrane na polju za\u010dele zbirati. Prihajale so iz vseh strani neba. Ene od dlje, druge od blizu. V svojem preletu so samo bile. Niso se ni\u010d spra\u0161evale. Niso se spra\u0161evale ali so vredne, ali pripadajo? Samo so. \u0160e vedno so prihajale od dale\u010d in blizu in se z radovednostjo pridru\u017eile glasni jati na polju. Med sabo se niso izpra\u0161evale od kod so, kaj delajo in koliko zaslu\u017eijo. Skupaj so samo bile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mirno, s solzami v o\u010deh sem jih \u0161e vedno opazovala. Ne rabi\u0161 pripadati. Kamorkoli se obrne\u0161, v katerokoli smer gre\u0161, vedno bo\u0161 imela sebe. To, kar je tvoje, to kar si. In to kar si, je dovolj.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Pa se je pripeljal mimo \u0161e peti vlak danes in vrane so se vre\u0161\u010de razkropile na vse tiste strani neba od koder so prej priletele. Nekaj \u010dasa mi je del jate delal dru\u017ebo, kmalu pa smo tudi me od\u0161le vsaka po svoje.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sprehod sem nadaljevala proti gozdi\u010du, v katerega so v daljavi stekle prepla\u0161ene srne. Spreletelo me je: &#8220;Zadnji\u010d sem se sprehajala po doma\u010dem polju. Takrat sem \u010dutila osamljenost. In kam je le ta izginila tokrat? Polje in jaz, sama, vendar ne osamljena, povezana. Povezana s poljem, vranami, \u010dapljami, gozdi\u010dem in drve\u010dimi vlaki. Povezana.&#8221; <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dose\u017eem rob gozdi\u010da v katerega so pol ure nazaj stekle srne. Spet jo\u010dem. Zmorem biti sama s seboj. Zmorem. Dovolj sem. Varna sem. Doma sem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-gallery has-nested-images columns-default is-cropped wp-block-gallery-1 is-layout-flex wp-block-gallery-is-layout-flex\"><\/figure>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Danes sem bila na sprehodu. Opazovala sem naravo in sebe. Sprehajala sem se po polju za samostanom. \u017de zjutraj so [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"","ast-site-content-layout":"","site-content-style":"default","site-sidebar-style":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","astra-migrate-meta-layouts":"default","ast-page-background-enabled":"default","ast-page-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"ast-content-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[12],"tags":[14],"class_list":["post-63","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-stran-iz-mojega-dnevnika","tag-stran-iz-dnevnika"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/barbarineiskrice.si\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/63","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/barbarineiskrice.si\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/barbarineiskrice.si\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/barbarineiskrice.si\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/barbarineiskrice.si\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=63"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/barbarineiskrice.si\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/63\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/barbarineiskrice.si\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=63"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/barbarineiskrice.si\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=63"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/barbarineiskrice.si\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=63"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}