Razmi\u0161ljam, od kje prihaja razo\u010daranje? Za vikend se mi je zgodilo, da sem ga ob\u010dutila, kmalu bi mi pokvaril vikend, pa sem ga prej opazila. Vendar od kje se je prikradel in kaj mi je \u017eelel sporo\u010diti?
Razo\u010daranje. Razo\u010daranje, ker sem pri\u010dakovala. Kaj pa sem pri\u010dakovala? Pri\u010dakovala sem, da sem naredila nekaj dobrega in bodo osebe na drugi strani to opazile. Vendarle to delam za njih. In ker to dejanje ni prihajalo iz mene, iz \u017eelje po tem da nekaj naredim za druge, ampak iz dikcije moram to narediti, ker imam potem slabo vest, \u010de ne. In zdaj si bom zaradi tega ob\u010dutka krivde vzela \u010das da naredim nekaj dobrega za druge. Za moje dobro delo. Dobro delo, ki ga poganja energija krivde. In potem, realnost. Realnost je ta, da osebe na drugi strani tega ne opazijo tako. Jasno. Vsak ima svoj model svojega pogleda na \u017eivljenje, svet in tako tudi dejanja dobrega. In dobro v tem trenutku za njih predstavlja nekaj povsem drugega, kot sem si predstavljala jaz. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Rezultat tega je razo\u010daranje. Razo\u010daranje na moji strani. So zaradi tega krivi drugi, ker ne delujejo po mojih pri\u010dakovanjih? Ne. Kriva sem sama, ker nisem bila \u017ee od za\u010detka usklajena sama s sabo in sem delovala iz ob\u010dutka krivde. Nova lekcija zame: Prenehaj delovati iz ob\u010dutka krivde. \u0160e manj iz potrebe, da moram delati dobro za druge, zato da delam dobro in da bom opa\u017eena zaradi tega. Roko na srce, ravno v tem primeru se to ne bo zgodilo.
Seveda dobro delati je lepo in tako nas u\u010dijo \u017ee od malih nog. Pa je dobro delati za vsako ceno res dobro? V mojem primeru me je pripeljalo do razo\u010daranja. Moja energija dobrosti je izpuhtela v zrak, saj ni bila iskrena in usklajena z mano, mojim trenutnim stanjem. Ko delam dobro, naj dobro izhaja iz mene, iz moje usklajenosti. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
In kako vem kdaj je neka reakcija, dejanje, ki ga po\u010dnem usklajeno z mano? Takrat, ko se zraven ne ukvarjam in pregovarjam s svojim umom, kako bom ob reakciji, dejanju izpadla, kako bom takrat videti in ali bom v\u0161e\u010dna okolici (drugim) in seveda ali me bodo ob tem opazili. Tudi ob\u010dutki ob dejanju dobrega, ki je usklajeno z mano so podporni in navdihujo\u010di, me polnijo z energijo zadovoljstva. Kadar ni usklajenosti, je v meni prisotnega veliko ob\u010dutka krivde, ki se zliva s tem, da se poleg vsega \u0161e nisem dovolj potrudila.
Ej Barbi, saj ve\u0161, spreminja\u0161 lahko samo sebe, to zdaj \u017ee dobro ve\u0161. In vem tudi to, da zadovoljstvo in in dobrost pridejo takrat, ko sem usklajena s svojimi mislimi, ob\u010dutki in dejanji (reakcijami). Takrat, ko vem da sem dovolj. In okej je, da delujem usklajeno s sabo, ker takrat sem usklajena tudi z drugimi in svojo okolico.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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