Jutranja meditacija nas je popeljala to\u010dno v srce. “Zeleno srce na sredini, ki smo ga polnile s svojimi dihi. In iz mojega malega srca so odletele sence, in potem se je pove\u010dalo in postalo prav tako veliko kot tisto na sredini. Moje srce je postalo ogromno. Ful dober ob\u010dutek.” Razlagam Kaji, ki sedi poleg mene. “Lahko to deli\u0161 z ostalimi.” zasli\u0161im z drugega konca sobe. Nina. Moje misli so povsod: ” \u0161it, \u0161it, \u0160it, \u0160It, \u0160It, \u0160IT, \u0160IT, \u0160IT, sli\u0161ala me je kako razlagam Kaji, kaj sem do\u017eivljala med meditacijo”, in po\u017eiram cmok v grlu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Za\u010dnem. Ponovim, kar sem povedala Kaji. Nina mi zastavi \u0161e nekaj, za moj ego provokativnih vpra\u0161anj. Tema pred o\u010dmi. Praznina v glavi. Telo okamenelo. Sploh ne vem, kaj d fak me je vpra\u0161ala. Pa sem vpra\u0161anje zelo dobro sli\u0161ala, samo v tem trenutku sem vedela, da to kar mislim, da \u017eeli sli\u0161ati, tule, v tem prostoru pa\u010d ne bo \u0161lo \u010dez. V glavi mi za\u010dne odmevati “Panika, PANIKA, izpostavljena si!” V mislih si za\u010dnem ponavljati Ninina vpra\u0161anja, da bi na\u0161la odgovor in kar naenkrat nastane ti\u0161ina v mislih \u0161e globlja. Prazna glava. V zraku pa napetost in neprijetnost, ki smo jo \u010dutile vse. Poleg mene za\u010dne govoriti Jo\u017eka. Malo si oddahnem, no v bistvu samo vdihnem in \u017ee smo nazaj pri meni. Pridi se nam malo pokazat, daj sprehodi se. Drugega, kot da zakorakam v prostor mi ne preostane in v glavi samo zasli\u0161im glas: “Pa dej \u017ee prestavi se. ” In \u017ee se sprehajam po prostoru. Pa ne samo pred vsemi, ampak v energiji, v kateri ka\u017eem sebe. Stopicljam po prostoru, nerodno mi je, sram me je, energija je neznana, vendar ravno dovolj privla\u010dna, da se predam: “Oh, come on Barbara, get over it!”. Zakorakam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ko se prepustim valu energije, se zavem, da je to moja energija. Energija moje mo\u010di. Energija mojih potencialov. Mojega \u017eivljenja. Mene. Neprijetnost, v kateri me je moj um prekladal sem in tja, popusti. Zaradi mene, \u010de kar kon\u010damo. Pa smo v resnici \u0161ele dobro za\u010dele. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kranjska Gora ima druga\u010dno energijo, kot jo je imel Piran, kjer sem pristala v za\u010detku leta. Tudi Piran je bil prebujajo\u010d in Kranjska Gora je njegova nadgradnja. Hvale\u017ena sem, da sem lahko del te zgodbe in da je Kranjska del moje. Dopoldan in \u010das kosila sem izkoristila za sprehod do jezera Jasna. De\u017eeven dan je danes. Po\u010dutim se, kot da sem na vikendu v ti\u0161ini. V ti\u0161ini s svojo prisotnostjo. Opazovalka in raziskovalka sebe in svoje okolice v kateri sem se zna\u0161la.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mirna Jasna na moji levi, dero\u010da Pi\u0161nica na moji desni. Nekako ta mirnost jezera danes ni vibrirala z mano, zato sem se zna\u0161la na bregu dero\u010de Pi\u0161nice in opazovala mo\u010d vode. Mo\u010d, ki buta v ovire v strugi, dokler jih ne premakne. Premika kamen\u010dke, kamenje in velike kamne in jih s svojo mo\u010djo premika s svojo energijo toka.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hm, mar ni podobno z na\u0161im tokom zavesti. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Z mirnostjo v sebi se vra\u010dam nazaj proti hotelu, \u010daka me \u0161e posebna refleksija, ki sta nam jo Nives in Nina pripravili. Verjamem da bo mo\u010dna. Z radovednostjo in malo tudi s strahom kaj bom ozavestila najdem tih miren koti\u010dek v hotelu, kjer lahko sli\u0161im sebe, potegnem vpra\u0161anja na plano. Moje telo se blazno upira.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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