{"id":228,"date":"2025-01-06T18:47:13","date_gmt":"2025-01-06T17:47:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/rozmanbarbara.wordpress.com\/?p=228"},"modified":"2025-01-06T18:47:13","modified_gmt":"2025-01-06T17:47:13","slug":"petek-4-oktober-2024","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/barbarineiskrice.si\/en\/2025\/01\/06\/petek-4-oktober-2024\/","title":{"rendered":"petek, 4.oktober 2024"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Pri\u0161el je te\u017eko pri\u010dakovani vikend. Vikend zame. Darilo. \u010cez dan sem \u0161e razmi\u0161ljala, ali se komu prilimam za prevoz ali se kar sama odpeljem proti Kranjski Gori. Pa je odlo\u010ditev padla in obveljala je ta druga. Vajb je bil odli\u010den, podpiral ga je Coldplay-ev Moon Music, ki sem ga slu\u010dajno kliknila na spotify-u in ajde gasa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Naslednja dva dneva bom pre\u017eivela v Kranjski Gori. Energija v katero sem vstopila, me je objela z doma\u010dnostjo in varnostjo, hkrati pa vznemirjenostjo in, \u010deprav si nisem takoj priznala, pri\u010dakovanjem. Pri\u010dakovanjem in pripravljenostjo, da vzletim. 25 energij, ki smo se zbrale, da se potopimo v svoje globine. 25 du\u0161, ki si bomo v naslednjih dveh dneh najbolj\u0161a mo\u017ena podpora. Ene znane, druge v tistem trenutku neznane, pa vendar ravno dovolj doma\u010de.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Na\u0161e zgodbe in zgodbe nastajanja tega vikenda so spro\u0161\u010dale ozra\u010dje. Sama pri sebi razmi\u0161ljam, kako so mi ti predstavitveni krogi vedno ljub\u0161i in ljub\u0161i, \u010deprav se \u0161e vedno pustim prepri\u010dati svojemu umu, da jaz pa res nimam ni\u010d pametnega za podeliti. Radovednost, ki si jo vedno bolj dovolim, sen\u010di tisti del mene, ki se je v\u010dasih zelo rad posmehoval, \u010de\u0161, ti si bolj\u0161a od vseh tu in me potiskal v primerjanje z drugimi. Spoznanje, ki sem se ga za\u010dela zavedati v zadnjih dveh letih, kako mi, nesmiselno po\u010detje, kot je primerjanje, odna\u0161a svobodo. Svobodo do spoznavanja novih ljudi, da jim pustim da so. In kako \u010dudoviti smo. In to se mi \u017ee ves \u010das predstavljanja vozi po mojih mislih, kako \u010dudovite smo. \u010cudovite in unikatne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u017de prvi dan jo\u010dem. Od ganjenosti. Dve leti nazaj bi se bi\u010dala v mislih, \u010de bi si pred drugimi dovolila solze. Danes sem sre\u010dna in si hvale\u017ena, da si jih dovolim. Odna\u0161ajo te\u017eo in breme. Tovor, ki je precej\u0161ni del mojega \u017eivljenja \u010depel na mojih prsih in me du\u0161il. S solzami ga spu\u0161\u010dam in se u\u010dim sprejemati in ob\u010dudovati lepoto, ki prihaja za njimi. Lepoto diha in polnih plju\u010d. Lepoto \u017eivljenja.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Vse ka\u017ee, da bom ta vikend potovala v svoje srce, po svojo mo\u010d. 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